My Life’s Joys & Pains

Yet another Autumn day with being that last leaf on the tree Once full of love with my vibrancy blowing in the wind Strong viable stem that hold tight to the branches on the tree trunk Many leaves have blown by me but most stunk Some stuck on me, brushed against me as they flown in the wind Branches have let go of their stems But Not before imprinting on me  Weighing on me Why this feels so heavy  Is it just me? The colors have changed and now me desires a We Yet some just left a stain on me Yelling and not appreciative of me Trying to mess up the pretty on me-- For A leaf not even looking as pretty as me I am relieved  Though left with some anxiety  Please don't have any pity- Party... Let's celebrate my tree and the changes that Be Learning to love the new look on or in me Taking control over my position when the wind blows Stem still strong hold on bending branch that is closer to the ground  But I'm still hanging around  Swaying in the wind every season...

 Hmmm ... So I found myself walking into your office today wearing a long black trench coat and my black knee-high boots. As I do my sexy cat walk to your desk your mouth has hit the floor as I raised my leg up to reintroduce you to your fulfilling lunch for today. Then you gesture me to serve you, since we aren't verbally interacting now that I have your office door locked and blinds shut tightly. I began leisurely taking off my long inconspicuous  black coat  and  as it falls to the floor my foot reaches out to rest on your leg...gently but with enough force to guide your eyes to my thick supple thighs.  Your hands caressed my bountiful breasts with nipples hard as sweet brown Godiva chocolate candy chips, leaving a decadent taste between your lips with a new addition added to your lustful list. Your tongue begins swirling around the hardest peak of my double Ds with your hands grippin my cuddly soft ass with a hold that monster glue simply perfected. My pussy...

When is it our turn to live and love on our terms, love like we've never knew love before. When do we let go of the failure of love others took for granted, that overextended love we spilled out to those who really didn't deserve it.  When do we see our love cherished and held tightly, that kinda love we see on TV that lasts forever. When is it our turn to be free of loves wrath, that easy going kinda smooth talking love R&B was made of.  When do we risk it all for love and who is worth that huge fall -- Falling in love again with love anew, new face and you still can't believe it's all for you.  When love smacks you down and overwhelms you with a heavy weight, as a treasure map find that is always consuming your mind.  When a love is fulfilling that void you thought couldn't mend. Just when you thought your heart was at its wits end.  When you realize love actually does bend, that this love is privy to engulfing your souls inner most thoughts. When you're s...

A short pause to be infused with emotions Used to drink your feelings like potion Mixed up feelings we both remember once not being appreciated Now hearts stamped in red "handle with care" Filled with fear Should we even care? Why worry bout what people think But she sweet like that red kool-aid drink Loving that sweet comfortability when we link Facetious remarks leave us on blink Hoping its nothing like that movie where love didn't win and just stayed a sin Shouldn't hold back what's within Can't let past mistakes win Even without my glasses want to run pass the finish line   Did I fail to mention that this time Hits Different This time This time really feels different Yeah! Yeah! I know I said that last time and it went left My hearts compass needed a tune up I know this just feels right like filling up my cup That four leaf clover kinda luck No questions asked just keepin that other shit in the back Having one bag stay packed Ready to soar high over ev...

Hmmmm! sweet morning thoughts with me are the best part It's the sunrise and those brown eyes that flutter my heart You look at me and see God's reflection of beauty  I feel more confident when you're near me Giving euphoria and a new futuristic vision Creating memories with you that haven't even begun You're always on my mind  Never had so much fun in every aspect of life  I wanna be better and healthier jus in case we might Just might find a home together one day Either way I'm grateful for this opportunity without dismay  Infatuation, respect and love what I always pray  That He'll send me someone that really loves me, all of me Just for me You make my love come down  Only frown when you're not around  It's 4am and I'm floating in time just across your frontal lobe  Hoping to be closer to you in this Globe 🌎  Guess we'll just never know as life runs the show Love like mine is one of a kind So happy you'll see now after years being bli...

Wynter reigned in from infatuated love Filled with laughter and fun Rejuvenating souls My Valentine's gift Wynter is coming Frozen in rivers of lies Now forever tied But you survived while I died inside Your kicks stronger with the tides Baby I tried! Thumbing over immoral pages Numb to hurtful phrases Running red lights Colorblind teary hazel eyes Traveling unknown roads No map to the disguise Pictures burning in phases Spitting on loves sweet face Captured love fades Ash covered blurred lines Liquid gold filled veins Nurturing seedling to grow Rooted in love and hate Twisted Triangular prism of fate Not your surrogate Used to concatenate cells Forgotten friends for sale Put up the Peace sign Watering in understanding Compromising every date Kneading with communication Budding love to sustain Enough of your stain No price tag for withering pain Let it rain, just Reign Our mutual Respect to maintain Only one broken heart should remain Keeping ...