My Life’s Joys & Pains

Dreamt of you many times before  Never knew when you'd come inside  Or what year might be in store Can't wait to stare into your lil eyes  How nine months of pain can turn into a love so vain  Born from a momentary love fest On Valentines Day I knew it was you  From the time you settled inside my womb It's been hard to be the best I could be Feeling you grow is slowly setting my pains free It's no longer just about me and I know from that  flutter kick you agree Your limbs and body sprouting up like a tree Your pure innocence deserves only hugs and kisses  Won't be a summer to be reminiscent  I promise to shed these tears and saddened looks before I meet you  Storing what's left of my heart keeping you from ever being blue again  You know you are loved by so many family and friends  No matter what happens I'll get you through it in the end with a grin  My love has no limits and will never desert you  Wynter's love is keep...

I know this pain is seeping into you  Probably turning your amniotic fluid blue  Still taking little sips I wish were tasty  Laying here over 24 hrs and I can't barely move Only getting the reminder of you moving around but Im still aloof  Watching my body leave the room to at least feed you not caring if I eat Lost in an abyss of overflowing rain  My eyes missing seeing yours next to me but they don't meet Your departure wasn't even a bit discreet  Now I find it hard to breathe  With your baby leaning on my lungs finding room to grow  But you're not here to watch her kick n show  No calls or texts to even ask if we know Never felt anything like this before  Dreams of wishing we never met  Now she cuddling with you wishing that too Those gazing looks of love now out of focus  My light hazel eyes can't see you for miles  Just you starring at dark brown eyes in between dark brown thighs  All in one bl...