Sinking blue sand

I know this pain is seeping into you 
Probably turning your amniotic fluid blue 
Still taking little sips I wish were tasty 
Laying here over 24 hrs and I can't barely move
Only getting the reminder of you moving around but Im still aloof 
Watching my body leave the room to at least feed you not caring if I eat
Lost in an abyss of overflowing rain 
My eyes missing seeing yours next to me but they don't meet
Your departure wasn't even a bit discreet 
Now I find it hard to breathe 
With your baby leaning on my lungs finding room to grow 
But you're not here to watch her kick n show 
No calls or texts to even ask if we know
Never felt anything like this before 
Dreams of wishing we never met 
Now she cuddling with you wishing that too
Those gazing looks of love now out of focus 
My light hazel eyes can't see you for miles 
Just you starring at dark brown eyes in between dark brown thighs 
All in one blink of selfish acts from February to soaring high 
High on lies and tainted love, Oh how I loved that love! 
But unknowingly high on lies from the start 
Soaring high in the sky you pulling the strings of my heart ♥ 
While soaking inside another dome waiting to desert your home 
Not caring that we left here alone 
All I can do is lay here  with little whimpering moans
Still in shock this is how my life has turned 
Such a special time supposed to be filled with love n laughter 
But only feel you and her embraced and laughing 
Trying to pull myself out but it's like quicksand 
With every move and notice of your gone I sink back in and can't stand 
Poor babygirl can't defend herself in all that floating  blue
Ooooh! I'm so sorry I dragged you into this but I really had no clue
Only three more months and I will get it together just for you 

 Wynter Love©June2015

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