So Gone Over You
Some people come into your life so calm and so sweet jus grinning teeth
Never knew there was a tsunami behind you coming to destroy everyone you greet
Silently and loudly ripping down my street turning our whole world upside down and not even being discreet
Eventually seeing you can't even Hustle hard to make ends meet
Left a mark on my heart and throwing fire sharp darts, you don't care who’s in the way but still taking shots
Just being sorry afterwards don't cut it when we all still cleaning up from your chaotic start
Nah you never was really smart, just made me dumber wishing I'd never gave you that number
Wished I Never pulled up to your mark or never even ever parked
Forgetting that everyone often looks good in the dark
It's when the light came on that I shoulda disallowed you to leave your mark on my heart
Something's just can't be avoided, can't believe I let some fuck boi make my life distorted
But OK baby! Oh you love me! But then lie in her bed of nails
Shit you can't even keep your slores in check cuz if they really loved you good there'd be no bail bond being set
And how bout try to even keep a fucking steady paycheck!
Oh no but I'm just that dumb fat bitch you repeatedly spit on but come back too quick!
Oh after you done realized she just a dirty motherless ratchet Bitch!
I’m just as wrong should of let your big debut of leaving and hurting me stick
Nah you mad, I see you just under cover lurking for a Bitch with a Dick!
No wonder your other baby mama look like a Tranny
Oh you kmow her ugly run real real deep from her sister, to her mammy
And even your seed look like her ex Hubby
Shit even you saw it and said “nah I can't be her Damn Daddy!”
But that's just another short lesson and I gotta keep giving God all the glory
He pulled me through this cold war and brought me my warm Wynter Reign as a blessing
Her light so bright it shines over the harshness from your blinded fake and temporary delights
Having everyone giving me the side eye saying I’ve done changed
Thank God my daughter is the only one with your last name
Since 2014 been nothing but stress and a huge strain
Lord it broke my heart when my first baby said "it's different now and we no longer friends Ma "
What a damn shame!
Leaving me embarrassed to even write this
To have her think Mommy don’t love her no more ever since you came
Ignorant to the signs but feeling your digging claws while constantly screaming out my flaws
By the third time I was just happy you left again to be with her
Not embracing my worth even diamonds are once covered in dirt
Finally some relief and a break from your norm
My family Hates you and every time you're back its not with loving arms
After a lovely week of your charm you back to just kill, steal, and destroy everything in your path and usually it's on Me
I've never been so disrespected by anyone not even my worst enemy
I lost myself trying to help you help yourself, not even our child could stop your pain but instead you'll proceed to be insane
I think of loving you even when your angry grip is pressing on my vein
I remember a minute ago you just kissing and pulling strongly on my mane
I know now I'm not special cuz you treat us all the same and say I love you to them too
So what if it's not true but nothing you do or say is ever believable or followed through
You text and visit all these dumb bitches but I don't see any of them helping you
I used to wonder What did she do to make you love her, cuz whatever she did I do better
Thought it was my age that was in question but I still look and act better at any age she'll reach
I know my disappearance is the only pain that will teach
My mom’s investment wasn't even meek but you never listen to anyone who preached
I thought getting spit on was only something I saw on TV but you brought every nightmare to my reality
Pray you mature and quit being reckless in these streets
And be the man our daughter would one day like to meet
Although having her father in her life full time woulda been sweet
But my dumb ass kept hoping you'll see my love and one day appreciate me but it really don't matter I’m just a fool for loving you
Overtime with you forcing my breakthrough Now I’m wishing you just go and fucking finally really be thru
Focus on my restoration cuz my family and friends can't fathom why I was even sad over losing you
Fix up my family relationships and focus on my two baby girls
Loving me and get back to being my mom's favorite girl
Find my work-life balance and keep you at a distance cuz you still in my world
I know real love will come again when I'm ready to explore
Jus me giving new life a lil twirl and so gone over you and your whores
Then I can receive more of my blessings and just use your Reign as my toughest lesson
Oh did i forget to mention that this is the So Gone challenge and I just dropped the mic and kill't it like the rest of 'em!
Now that you're gone and we are through
Life is better being So Gone Over You!
By Khazeli_Z
Aug 26, 2016
Never knew there was a tsunami behind you coming to destroy everyone you greet
Silently and loudly ripping down my street turning our whole world upside down and not even being discreet
Eventually seeing you can't even Hustle hard to make ends meet
Left a mark on my heart and throwing fire sharp darts, you don't care who’s in the way but still taking shots
Just being sorry afterwards don't cut it when we all still cleaning up from your chaotic start
Nah you never was really smart, just made me dumber wishing I'd never gave you that number
Wished I Never pulled up to your mark or never even ever parked
Forgetting that everyone often looks good in the dark
It's when the light came on that I shoulda disallowed you to leave your mark on my heart
Something's just can't be avoided, can't believe I let some fuck boi make my life distorted
But OK baby! Oh you love me! But then lie in her bed of nails
Shit you can't even keep your slores in check cuz if they really loved you good there'd be no bail bond being set
And how bout try to even keep a fucking steady paycheck!
Oh no but I'm just that dumb fat bitch you repeatedly spit on but come back too quick!
Oh after you done realized she just a dirty motherless ratchet Bitch!
I’m just as wrong should of let your big debut of leaving and hurting me stick
Nah you mad, I see you just under cover lurking for a Bitch with a Dick!
No wonder your other baby mama look like a Tranny
Oh you kmow her ugly run real real deep from her sister, to her mammy
And even your seed look like her ex Hubby
Shit even you saw it and said “nah I can't be her Damn Daddy!”
But that's just another short lesson and I gotta keep giving God all the glory
He pulled me through this cold war and brought me my warm Wynter Reign as a blessing
Her light so bright it shines over the harshness from your blinded fake and temporary delights
Having everyone giving me the side eye saying I’ve done changed
Thank God my daughter is the only one with your last name
Since 2014 been nothing but stress and a huge strain
Lord it broke my heart when my first baby said "it's different now and we no longer friends Ma "
What a damn shame!
Leaving me embarrassed to even write this
To have her think Mommy don’t love her no more ever since you came
Ignorant to the signs but feeling your digging claws while constantly screaming out my flaws
By the third time I was just happy you left again to be with her
Not embracing my worth even diamonds are once covered in dirt
Finally some relief and a break from your norm
My family Hates you and every time you're back its not with loving arms
After a lovely week of your charm you back to just kill, steal, and destroy everything in your path and usually it's on Me
I've never been so disrespected by anyone not even my worst enemy
I lost myself trying to help you help yourself, not even our child could stop your pain but instead you'll proceed to be insane
I think of loving you even when your angry grip is pressing on my vein
I remember a minute ago you just kissing and pulling strongly on my mane
I know now I'm not special cuz you treat us all the same and say I love you to them too
So what if it's not true but nothing you do or say is ever believable or followed through
You text and visit all these dumb bitches but I don't see any of them helping you
I used to wonder What did she do to make you love her, cuz whatever she did I do better
Thought it was my age that was in question but I still look and act better at any age she'll reach
I know my disappearance is the only pain that will teach
My mom’s investment wasn't even meek but you never listen to anyone who preached
I thought getting spit on was only something I saw on TV but you brought every nightmare to my reality
Pray you mature and quit being reckless in these streets
And be the man our daughter would one day like to meet
Although having her father in her life full time woulda been sweet
But my dumb ass kept hoping you'll see my love and one day appreciate me but it really don't matter I’m just a fool for loving you
Overtime with you forcing my breakthrough Now I’m wishing you just go and fucking finally really be thru
Focus on my restoration cuz my family and friends can't fathom why I was even sad over losing you
Fix up my family relationships and focus on my two baby girls
Loving me and get back to being my mom's favorite girl
Find my work-life balance and keep you at a distance cuz you still in my world
I know real love will come again when I'm ready to explore
Jus me giving new life a lil twirl and so gone over you and your whores
Then I can receive more of my blessings and just use your Reign as my toughest lesson
Oh did i forget to mention that this is the So Gone challenge and I just dropped the mic and kill't it like the rest of 'em!
Now that you're gone and we are through
Life is better being So Gone Over You!
By Khazeli_Z
Aug 26, 2016
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