Day3 Still overwhelmingly sad

Im So sad to being the midst of woman who get left for another love.. Never thought it could be me, I  know life comes with many pressures  and large amounts of pressure create diamonds ♦ ... N karma is always a bitch...
Thought God answer my prayers for a good man n baby n family n marriage but i see i may have forced it without him cuz its all unraveling right in front of me,, every hour, ever dime, every pain, every visit, every stamp, every call, every time, every investment he deemed meaningless in just one weekend in one selfish act of disregard and inconsiderable amt of hate n ugliness toward me is undeserving And i feel so bad i cant protect our baby from this pain n only feel it myself.. I wish i could spare her losing a dad around her everyday but out of my control. God help me...

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