Hardest part

Think the hardest part is how much love and attention we get while out from strangers mostly. Also some people I know too, of how good we look together and how much they like him from that one moment of conversation.  Then telling me he's a keeper and I picked a good one. The baby registry guy loved us! I know why too because he's so loving and attentive, sweet and charming. Unfortunately,  then to know he is leaving to go look at baby stuff with her and act the same way,  maybe get similar responses from strangers too. This really  really breaks down every chromosome and blood platelet I have embodied inside of my soul! Separates my laughs to sighs n tears my joy to nothing my dreams to jus anther dream n my hopes to sorrow of another tomorrow without him here but it will be clear.  Yet all my love soon will wither into dust for me to sprinkle across the water to say goodbye one day soon. Soon I won't feel this pain and can look back and smile.
My Roller-coaster ride is going down now... Evn when you're going up and you know the drop is coming.. You still never really ready for it.  #screaming

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